Right
then, I think this all warrants some kind of statement.
Let's
start with corrections.
I'm
Alice. Hey. Know we probably haven't talked. Sorry about that.
I'm
a real person. I'm not text on your window. I'm not some "other".
In
2011, I decided to try and help /b/ in any way I could.
Some
people disagree with how good I am at it.
But
after seven years, I think I've earned the right to say I'm earnest about this.
I
don't value my privacy. I value my life, and the lives of my friends.
Here's
a random threatening me: https://i.imgur.com/kAga2iw.png
Here's
one of my very best friends doing the same: https://i.imgur.com/a5A14nc.png
There's
a whole lot of people who want me hurt.
Don't
believe me, go ask Jack Spicer over in TYF: he threatens my life on the
regular, and threatened my mother and grandmother too, Alice1 and Alice0.
Which
brings me to some more accurate history.
In
2011, Jack Spicer spent many weeks attempting to take me down.
The
reason that such attempts were unsuccessful, the reason that I'm here today and
that, in many ways, you are too, is due to one individual, one that recently
had his and his families life threatened: Reaver.
Reaver
was my infosec guy, he stuck to Jack like glue and we both managed to talk him
down. Here's what I said to him, all those years ago: https://imgur.com/a/DVh8W
So
when it came time to do the biggest thing I've ever done, give out Kamina
glasses for Valentines day, I asked this friend if I could use their paypal. I
was 17. I couldn't make my own. There wasn't a smoke screen. I was too young.
I'm only 24 and god do I feel every one of those seven years, but I'm not here
to make you feel sorry for me.
Because
the thing that's most wrong here is the notion I care about my own safety. It's
not my family names being spit in chat. It's not my kid that is gonna have to
pay the price for this. No, my opsec is tight, and unlikely what a few people
might like to indicate, I'm not the same person as Reaver. This can easily be
disproven by taking a picture next to him, but fuck guys, if you can't
understand that the stick thin girl you see every day doing threads in cosplay
isn't a 220 pound italian man, I don't know what to tell you. I ain't Mario.
I
have a notion, a strange one maybe, that you don't hurt innocent people. Am I
innocent? No. I'm not. I chose to do this. Reaver's wife and child didn't. So
if you want to "bury your head in the sand" over the actual costs
that this information generates, then I'm afraid your morals are on
backward.
We're
supposed to be here to help people. That's the mission I have, personally. I
believed 2B had the same mission, the same notion. Hell, I'll go ahead and say
I believe Anya does as well, that most of us are people who want to help out,
who wish to do the right thing. So when I see innocent people thrown in front
of a bus, it makes me angry. It makes me upset. It makes me want to stand up
and shout.
So
here I am.
Now,
let's attack these points one by one.
Daggy:
Yes,
I absolutely put a price on what my time is worth. There's a reason why, and
here it is:
This
is a conversation Daggy had with me once he was off his medication and angry at
me. Medication I KIK'd him every day to make sure he took it. Last year, he
went on a bender for a full week. He took everything I had out of me, on top of
a lot of other drama that happened during that time. Money is one of the only
things he values during these sorts of outburst, so I used it as a tactic to make
him back down.
I'm
no saint. I use the tools I have available to me. After each incident, Daggy
apologizes and I forgive him. But it hurts every time...and he didn't realize
that until this year, where he made me suicidal and Louise spoke to him about
it.
If
you think it's extortion, then please tell me what it is to threaten someones
family like this, to deliberately and systematically debilitate a person like
this. I love Daggy. I hope he goes to rehab and gets the treatment he needs.
But he does need it. If you think he's made progress after this 2B, I'd love to
see what you could do to Nevada.
Blu:
Yeah,
Blu instigated this: https://i.imgur.com/k2sQzHB.png
Not
in 2017. This year. Couldn't leave well enough alone.
Enth:
As
indicated earlier, Enth gave this information to Rory, which then made it's way
to Jack. A person who will tell you for hours how they want to kill me. Here's
the extended cut: https://imgur.com/a/tQ7I4
I
believe if you fuck up, if you do things like this: https://imgur.com/P1u4Kiy that you need
help. That there should be consequences. That people can't just lash out and
fuck up innocent peoples lives for no reason. I believe punishment should match
crimes. In this sort of case, where an innocent person is attacked simply to
try and hurt me along with them, that's the sort of thing that can't simply let
go. "Letting go", "letting move on", and "we can't fix
it" are not acceptable answers. This goes beyond merely having heart
feelings. It's peoples LIVES.
This
isn't about vengence, running people out a community, whatever other incoherent
rambling I'm reading. It's about justice. Not letting evil flourish because
good men and women look the other way, because it's easy, because it feels
better than calling out your friends.
Well
guess what. They are my friends too. Maybe they don't feel the same way back,
maybe they feel hurt, fine. They can hurt me, the person who apparently wronged
them enough to make it acceptable, after all I've done for them, to try to get
me literally murdered by the likes of Jack and Magneto (the person in the image
I linked). They shouldn't go after innocent people. That's unacceptable, to me.
And I hope it is to you.
So
let me talk directly to those people who lashed out. You want me to apologize
for whatever perceived slight I've done? Sure. I'll do it on a stack of bibles,
the koran, torah, fucking Nintendo Power, sure. I'll do it. The moment you
apologize to the family you tore from their homes, because they don't feel safe
in the one they are in any more.
Hope
to hear back from you soon. Maybe make it a real apology this time, not this
shit: https://i.imgur.com/FSwY47B.png
You
don't want to apologize to me? Fine. Apologize to the people you hurt. Make it
heart felt. Make them actually feel like they are safe again. God knows I
can't.