Okay, nevermind. Just read another damn blogpost. How fucking dare you insult me constantly in your post, somehow say I was being rude when many people messaged me afterwards and said you were being the rude one, and then end it with "please don't be cross with me"? You're saying I was being rude? No, you were fucking rude when you KEPT pushing me to argue with you despite me saying I don't want to, despite in the past you SAYING that if I said for you to stop, you will stop. This is the third time that you didn't stop since then. Actually, every time I've asked you to stop you haven't. So that bullshit just went out the window, didn't it? Then you fucking cry with me in voice chat, and I feel sorry for you and go easy on you, only for you to release ANOTHER goddamn blogpost insulting me several times in it?
"I don't know how you can deal with that type of behavior"
"It's clear they're instigating, especially with you"
"You have unimaginable patience"
"I saw her blogpost and I'm actually really disgusted with her"
"That's honestly so fucking disgusting that she's not respecting your wishes"
"You deserve way better than this. I hope she's not ruining your travels"
Just some of the reactions to our argument when it happened, btw. The first one who was rude was you.
2B — Yesterday at 3:24 AM
If that were the case; it is clear that the premises in that argument are ambiguous at the moment.
[3:25 AM]
Like, really, Nyan. It shouldn't be pulling teeth to get you to agree that the subject is controversial and there's a lot of nuance.
[3:25 AM]
When you first said that your argument is fact, and put up a little emoji I dismissed it as you being cute.
[3:26 AM]
But if you really do think that...I dunno what to say.
This was you being rude. As if implying that what I'm doing is so horrendous that you're at a loss for words (you're clearly not)
Anything before that was not rudeness, at most it was just me trying to avoid arguing with you and you KEPT on pushing, which, btw, is rude and unhinged behaviour. I really don't think you behave with irl friends this way, because otherwise you'd be a total loser without any friends. And I know you have friends.
2B — Yesterday at 3:51 AM
I'm just gonna let you have this one, Nyan. I'm too grossed out to continue. Sorry.
Then you said this at the end there? That was beyond rude. Implying I'm disgusting and the way I'm acting is worth being grossed out by, when YOU were the one who was being a total degenerate, brainlet dipshit towards me. Just because you want a topic to have more "nuance" then it really does, even though I do give any sort of required nuance. I admit Ukraine isn't perfect, Zelensky isn't perfect---that doesn't mean I have to accept that it's as "grey" as you think it is, just because your brain has been rotted by Posobeic or Tucker Carlson on this damn topic.
However, when I called you on it, you doggedly committed to it since it was a perceived attack on your intellect, as it is concerning a topic that we've had several arguments over and you've demonstrated such strong attachment and possibly now identity to.
You'll never change...
I'll go easy on you, try to talk to you when I'm on vacation and hardly getting out of bed just for you, talk to you in voice, entertain your dumbfuck arguments, be EXTREMELY charitable to you, hear you cry and feel terrible, go easy on you just for that, try to make you feel better, send you messages to try and make you feel better, pray for you to have a safe trip...Meanwhile, you type up another hit piece on me. Another wall of text insulting me, for everyone to read. I don't believe it's to record your thoughts anymore. You want the attention. You WANT people to see it---otherwise, you'd just make a new blog that's not public. This is quite literally how you respond to me whenever we have these stupid fucking arguments.
Reading back on it, it does sound condescending but please understand that wasn't my intention.
You're completely uncharitable to me, insult me in your blogpost, call me a child, say I was rude, say you were disgusted...and then you want me to be understanding? I've been WAY too understanding towards you. And yes, I DID know you would do it---if our argument wouldn't have cooled down. If you wouldn't have fucking cried with me, scared that you'll "lose" me, to make my heart melt. I didn't think you'd just betray me so quickly. But you did. You ruined my trust again . You ruined my birthday, keep ruining my vacation....
In truth, a part of me thinks you'll never admit to doing or being in any wrong. To do so would be to prove that you are fallible, your logic sometimes unsound and that can't be had...for whatever reason. To maintain some persona? I really hope that isn't the case b/c, whether you realize it or not, you're slowly destroying our relationship for selfish reasons. I have a few friends that I can talk about weighty, involved subjects w/, but I especially cherish talking to you about them. For the most part it's fun and you do manage to bring up some compelling points that leave me pensive in the nights that follow. If you're going to behave this way though...perhaps we shouldn't have these kinds of conversations anymore, as you can't responsibly handle it.
Read this fucking part of your blog, alright? It's MUCH, MUCH more fitting for you. I can't responsibly handle it? No, you can't. You were talking with someone who didn't even want to argue, and you started attributing positions to me that I didn't even make, and ignored how careful I was trying to be, in the conversation itself and in VC. I don't know if I'll ever forgive this. I really don't. Because I've now seen how hard you betray my trust. And yeah, we're not meeting. Not until I can trust you; I can't anymore. I'm not even going to try with that, or even think about it. And don't you fucking ask me to think about it either, or pressure me into it. Right now, I despise you. You've made me despise you with your disgusting, horrible behaviour. I'm sure I'll somehow recover, feel bad for you, forgive you again and then it will all go back to normal. And then this terrible fucking cycle will repeat where you constantly ruin my days like this. I'm not the one who can't bear being wrong. You're the one who can't imagine that maybe, just maybe, you're the one with totally unhinged takes informed by retarded political pundits who you are completely blindly following like a sheep. Just like you think all the libs and dems are NPCs, you know you're being exactly the same, right?
"I support the opposite of the current thing."
So you NEED me to act like there's some merit to your position, however stupid it is---there is no merit, and stop trying to make me think there is. If YOU'RE the one who gets disgusted by an argument (which you pushed for constantly) or the way I "behaved" in it, YOU'RE the one who can't handle these things responsibly. And trust me, I'm not the only one who thinks so. In fact, I'm really questioning why I always spend my time defending you, while people CONSTANTLY tell me you don't deserve me. Really, I can't word just how much you've upset me. How fucking angry I am right now after this blogpost. After I was trying to be kind towards you...
Not wanting the conversation to devolve into a game of semantics, I laid out a colloquial interpretation of the term 'fact/factual':
In addition, I gave you several instances to walk back your imprudent assertions. By this point, I had hoped that you realized you were arguing that opinion equals fact. Revisiting the conversation, it is here that I think we hit an inflection point, where you began to represent your opinion less as "Supporting Ukraine is moral and good." and more as "Supporting one's allies is moral and good.". You're taking the moral principle underlying supporting Ukraine and citing other examples where it had been successfully applied in order to justify your stance. That's a valid operation and I don't see anything wrong w/ it, but I want to make a note of it that it is here where your stance began to switch, where the conversation departs from one concerning particulars to one of universals. Continuing on:
Are you retarded or something? Don't you see why I started using it like that, after you gave the "colloquial interpretation" of the term?
It is important to me that the person I adore so much possess this virtue, b/c I'd rather not have them go astray and, by extension, bring me along w/ them
You're the one who's gone astray. I'm willing to admit if I'm ever wrong---for that, I'd need evidence and arguments. That's how it works. If I have a stance that I believe to be true, I will think it is true. Truth is based on belief. That's an epistemic fact. But YOU want to live by moral relativism, and add some sort of "grey" area to things that don't need to have them, because retards online tell you so---and then you're willing to attack me, insult me, call me a child, call me juvenile, makes our arguments public...
Ruin my travels, ruin my birthday, ruin my days. YOU'RE the one who's ruining this relationship, AND EVERYONE can see that. I'm told CONSTANTLY about how you are. I think either you're autistic, or you're only a dipshit with me. I really pray and hope you're only this horrible with me. This really does feel like the last straw, this blogpost after I heard you cry and then tried to go easy on you. I don't know if I'll ever forgive this. Really, I don't..Please, do me a favour and get a girlfriend out there in Florida. Preferably some MAGA, pretty version of MTG who's a complete populist degenerate. Because THAT'S what you want. You want someone with some baseline intelligence, but not much more. You've ruined the idea of romance for me. We've had lots of good times, but I will not stand such terrible behaviour from your part.
"My friends agree w/ me."
"No u."
"You're an NPC/retard."
"No u."
"You're an NPC/retard."