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I can't shake how surreal it all feels. My daring noblewoman; you actually did it.
To think that I'd still be around after all these years to witness this momentous occasion in your life. 
It's nothing short of an honor to have known you, to share in this little cross-sectional moment of happiness with you.
There are several reservations to be had, and challenges ahead to consider. But now isn't the time for that.

So this cynical old unit will bite her tongue and let you enjoy this rare, ephemeral feeling. Best of luck to you.

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To what do I owe this lengthy blogpost? Hmmm.
Spirited discussions with a cat, a carrot, and a wayward android perhaps.
Also the need to clarify/elaborate on my position on such issues, probably.
Let's see if we can mitigate the perception that I'm so heartless, shall we?

"Why do you hate the poor so much?"
"You dehumanize people to make your position look better."
"So comfort is something that only rich people are deserving of?"
"Go back to your cubicle, worker bee and obey your corporate master."

A small sample of misattributions and attacks levied against me when having discussions about capitalism, particularly in a socioeconomic context. Being more moderate to conservative in disposition, I've had my fair share of clashes with those of a more liberal persuasion, as it is oh-so-fashionable these days to be well on the left side of the spectrum. Flirting with socialist or even communistic doctrines are in vogue and widely-accepted, with the wildfire popularity of 'Feeling the Bern' being a strong indication of such. Needless to say, anyone that has read my blog or are personally familiar with me knows that I am a strong proponent of capitalism, and that I think communism is entirely bereft of credibility in every sense, with socialism falling not too far behind. The basis for my contempt of these doctrines lie in my distaste for Marxist theory, on which they are predicated upon.

Now, I could just bunker up and be the strong, infallible pillar of my beloved capitalism, reading material that only serves to bolster my position and corroborate my world view. But I don't like that strategy; turtling is boring and doesn't help you grow as a person. Besides, I want to better understand my opponents so that I may defeat them, or help them if they're my friends (sometimes I try to help my opponents too, if I feel like it). Towards this end, I've decided to take a short detour from pursuing my fascination with post-structuralism and took up exploring the leftist mindset instead. The 1% unfairly control the nation's wealth. People should not be wage slaves. Workers are oppressed and need to revolt against their corporate masters. From where do these commonly-heard critiques of capitalism arise?

My investigations led me in the direction of Michael Moore's 2009 documentary Capitalism: A Love Story. It was here that--hah, no. Sorry. It's my bad sense of humor acting up again. Though I'm sure the film has its merit and gets a few things right, the sentiments that I'm hearing have their origins in something a bit further into the past. More like the 1960s (somewhat predictable, with all the radicalization that took place during the era), when the writings of one Herbert Marcuse of the Frankfurt School took prominence and consequently inspired an entire generation of leftist thinkers. "Okay, so what is the Frankfurt School?" I'm glad you asked. The Frankfurt School is essentially a bunch of Neo-Marxist thinkers that assembled in none other than Frankfurt, Germany during the 1930s. Because of the Nazis' rise to power, they were forced to relocate to Geneva, Switzerland and then to New York, USA where they setup shop in Colombia University. One of the major contributions the Frankfurt School made to academia was establishing the field of critical theory, in which their ultimate aim was to liberate people from the oppressive elements that are inherent to a capitalistic culture.


------- Marxism & Neo-Marxism -------

I feel that I cannot offer a proper articulation of the Frankfurt School's critiques and my responses to them without first defining just what it means to be a Marxist or a Neo-Marxist. So we'll immediately get right into that, but first! A little Hegel.  Right, so there's the concept of the Hegelian dialectic that posits that change inevitably occurs throughout history in the form of a three stages of a cycle: the thesis, the antithesis, and the synthesis. The thesis is what 'is', the antithesis is the opposition to what 'is' and the synthesis is the result of the antithesis overtaking the thesis. The synthesis then becomes the thesis and the process begins again. An illustrative example would be nation A coming to power (the thesis), an opposing nation B attempting to conquer it (the antithesis), and nation B successfully conquering and annexing nation A to form nation C (the synthesis). That new, nation C is now considered the thesis and the cycle repeats.

(Quick interjection here, but to those that have fully completed NieR: Automata, you could see the fatalism of the concept masterfully illustrated but potentially challenged when the very beginning of the game ("Everything that lives is designed to end. We are perpetually trapped in a never-ending spiral of life and death.")  is taken into consideration with The [E]nd of YoRHa.)

The reason why this concept is important is because Marx, in crafting his theory, borrowed the Hegelian dialectic model of history, put a materialist/economic spin on it, and re-branded it as the Marxist dialectic. Under the Marxist dialectic, the exact same cycle occurs, only wars and revolutions are framed in an interaction between a ruling elite and an exploited class of people, i.e. class struggle, with then-implemented economic systems being the cause. The exploited class (the antithesis), attacks the ruling class (the thesis), and outcome is a new ruling class that is kinder to the previously exploited class (the synthesis). That ruling class will come to exploit another class and the cycle repeats itself. This is absolutely critical to Marxist thought, as proponents of Marxism believe that the industrial, working class will inevitably rise up, overthrow the bourgeois, and implement a new economic system that will put an end to this terrible cycle. Remember, Marxist theory entered the consciousness of the intelligentsia around 1840-something, while the Industrial Revolution was sweeping across Europe.

The problem with Marxism and it's anticipated revolution is that, well, the revolution never came. The Soviet Revolution that occurred in Russia during 1917 was the closest approximate, but it occurred in what was largely an agrarian, non-industrial country. Moreover, the type of Marxism implemented was not pure Marxism, but a form of Marxism-Leninism. During the Interwar period, Marxists either clung on to the hope that the revolution would occur at some point, abandoned the ideology altogether, or critiqued it's doctrines and combined it with the prevailing schools of thought at the time (psychoanalysis, existentialism and phenomenology, both stressing individual freedom and subjectivity), resulting in Neo-Marxism. You can think of it as this strange, more humanistic approach to the sterile, materialistic doctrines of traditional Marxism. Marxism with soul. The reason why the working class failed to catalyze the revolution, the Frankfurt School theorized, is because there was a problem of class consciousness. The capitalistic system by the time of the Frankfurt School's founding, dazzling with it's technological advancements and wealth-generation, had managed to pacify the common worker with empty, materialistic rewards in exchange for his unwitting, continued participation in a covertly totalitarian system that continues to oppress and suppress.

Right, background history lesson over. Let's get into it, let's address the points the Frankfurt School (specifically the claims of Herbert Marcuse, Theodor Adorno, and Max Horkheimer) make regarding capitalistic society.


------- Frankfurt School Arguments -------

"You are born into and live in a capitalistic society which conditions you to behave as nothing more than a worker and a consumer. A cog to keep the capitalistic wheels turning. When people ask to tell them about yourself, the first thing most people say is their profession (that is the work they engage in to earn money so that they may consume) and their hobbies (what they like to consume). You're meant to be a good, tax-paying, productive citizen, your days destined to be nothing more than going to work and returning home to consume just enough so that you may do the same thing tomorrow."

Right out of hand, I dismiss the notion that thinking of oneself as a worker and a consumer is somehow indoctrinated by a capitalistic society. I think that people tend to naturally identify with their work so closely because it's something that they take a certain degree of pride in, no matter how lowly the job may be. The work you do is the external manifestation of your will, concentrated effort, and skill in the world, how could one not identify with that? Even someone that hates their job, a roofer for instance, would never deny that they are a roofer after having sunk in hours of sweaty, strenuous physical labor towards the completion of some task. In the past, in pre-capitalistic societies, people still identified with their profession simply because it was the predominant way that they contributed to society at large. A 12th century English knight identified as a knight because that is what is most visible and salient in the public eye, illustrating well the nature of the services he renders towards society.

Now, for the consumer part, I believe that to be a natural process of the human experience. We have dopaminergic circuitry in our nervous systems, much like any other vertebrate animal. As such, we engage in behavior that is (potentially) good for us and we are in turn awarded sensations of pleasure to increase the probability that we engage in the behavior again. That includes consuming things, whether it be as visceral as indulging in some crème brûlée (the mint garnish is non-negotiable), as intellectually stimulating as reading a good novel, or light-heartedly enjoyable as going out with friends for a movie and a drink. So intrinsic to us is the act of consuming that it's codified universally in all cultures. To indulge in the products of one's culture isn't exclusive to capitalistic society, but universal of any society.

With the claim of indoctrination out of the way, I can address the most pernicious aspect of the argument, namely the part that implies that people within a capitalistic society 'are nothing more than a worker and a consumer'. This is so patently untrue that I feel it's hardly worth addressing, but let's do it anyway for completeness' sake. It doesn't take someone with a doctorate in economics to know that one of the main mechanisms by which capitalistic societies generate wealth is through technological innovation and enterprise. That is, through creation. In my estimation, this is the most damning counterpoint to this entire argument, the fact that capitalism encourages people not to merely be common workers or consumers, but to be creators. Even the Frankfurt School thinkers recognize this creative capacity in every man; I'll discuss it later in the fourth argument.


"Capitalism has indeed resulted in unprecedented technological advancement in our time, but I ask you, at what a cost? What of all the people who are toiling away, unhappy at their nine-to-five, going home day-in and day-out feeling empty, isolated and unfulfilled?"

This argument is such a strong appeal to emotion, as it plays off of the loneliness and emptiness that most of us are prone to feeling at one time or another. However I will say that it is--technically--capitalism's fault for enabling us to feel this way in the first place, but it isn't as a direct consequence of its evil machinations depriving us of our soul and humanity.

Rather, it's because of how much time and labor it saves us, granting us more leisure time.

If you'd kindly turn your attention to this handy little site: https://ourworldindata.org/working-hours
You'll quickly see that that full-time, non-agricultural workers in 1870s US averaged about 62 hours per week at work, with UK workers averaging 56.9. Contrast this to a full century later, with each country clocking in 38.8 and 42 hours, respectively.

"Okay, so what does that have to do with capitalism leaving people unfulfilled?". Quite a bit, actually. See, I'm of the mind that people are responsible for their own happiness and fulfillment. To place it in the hands of another not only risks enslaving the individual relinquishing the responsibility, but it also imposes an unfair burden to the 3rd party (institution OR other individual) taking up the responsibility. Capitalism has, as the data illustrates, made more free time for people to spend as they please, whether that be towards non-work duty, personal leisure time, family time--it's all up for grabs and increasingly becoming plentiful as capitalism brings us closer to full-on automation.

If people are feeling unfulfilled, lonely, and alienated, then that isn't something to place at the feet of capitalism. That's a problem each and every individual needs to contend with on a personal basis, rather than blaming it on insidious, mysterious, systematic oppressors. If you're feeling unhappy and lonely, then you should take a critical lens to what it is that you're doing in your spare time. All too often I find that the people that complain the most about the 'system' are complete and utter addicts to empty distractions such as television, video games, pornography, social media, etc. This is one area that I feel conservatives and traditionalists have the edge over their liberal, progressive counterparts, as they retain their connection to institutions (i.e. organized religion) that have historically provided mankind with a sense of purpose and community. Not to mention that they tend to attribute failings internally, rather than to external factors, giving them a greater sense of agency and dominion over their own lives.

That's not conjecture either. Conservatives are generally happier than their liberal counterparts:
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S009265661100170X
https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/abs/10.1177/1948550618768241

How about that? You stop feeling like a miserable wretch of a victim when you quit acting like one.

I will say this: the fact that capitalism has made more and more leisure time for mankind presents some interesting insight into its psychology. Pascal's remark in Pensées (Post ID: 20171025) rings all too true, especially in the more industrious and introspective among us. It certainly is a first-world problem, isn't it? Having so much free time that one is able to think themselves into unhappiness. Existential crisis is something of a luxury in that regard. It begs the suggestion that perhaps man is better off and happiest when he is toiling away (as Albert Camus keenly proposes), rather than remaining idle. I know of a particular Greek General that would agree with this sentiment.


"But 2B, you're not addressing Marcuse's full argument. Man is unhappy because of the nature of his work; it's mind-numbingly tedious and your worker is just another step in a process, never really feeling accomplished as he never sets his gaze on a final, completed product. He is deprived of the pleasure of single-handedly giving rise to and witnessing the fruits of his labor."

Trust, but verify, I think Marx also made this argument in Das Kapital. This, this is a harsh reality of the capitalistic system. For the sake of efficiency, production processes that had historically been delegated to a single skilled person--an artisan--have been compartmentalized and parceled off to unskilled workers of an assembly line. As a consequence no one person gains the satisfaction in knowing that they had crafted a product; most don't even see the final product. That being said, I ask in return: where is the injustice in that? An unskilled worker does not deserve the satisfaction of single-handedly crafting a product, because he didn't and is incapable of it. He's an unskilled worker, afterall. If one wishes to be reunited more fully with the products of his vocation, then one should become skilled and specialized. This is where formal education and vocational training is important, as professionals from these domains very rarely feel disconnected or unfulfilled from their work, as they should. They've bothered to adapt and become skilled; that deserves reward. Some might see this as cruel, as it leaves those less intellectually capable effectively dispossessed. Luckily, we have not reached that tipping point yet (AGI when?), where only the hyper-intelligent of us are afforded to opportunity to engage in meaningful, creative work.

And, even if we did, we'd still have all of the free time afforded to us by the capitalistic system to engage in activities we find fulfilling--theoretically. Again, the question of how one spends their leisure time and the quality thereof is left to the discretion of the individual. If someone were to be so dull that they were absolutely incapable of responding to specialization or training of any sort, then I'd imagine such an individual wouldn't mind the mind-numbing nature of their unskilled work. In this case, I'd see it as advantageous that capitalism can afford a role and occupation for someone that would otherwise be deemed as useless.


These empty material distractions, the mindless entertainment, video games, pornography, and social media that you mentioned, those are products of the capitalistic system. Those are the only options afforded to us and meant to keep us pacified, docile, and contained. This is the 'culture industry' that Adorno and Horkheimer warned us about. It keeps us happy enough to keep going, the tragic consequence being that we help create more of these enslaving products to further suppress ourselves and others.

To this point, I will grant that capitalism does shed a dim light on the nature of man, and this is sort of where the Marxist-Leninists have some validity in their assertion that the working class needs to be led by a vanguard party of intelligent leaders. What I'm getting at is this: man, for the most part, will follow the path of least resistance. If he is comfortable, he will not revolt, or do much of anything else for that matter. This is why the great proletariat revolution never occurred in industrial capitalist societies during the 19th-20th century; workers simply had it too good. As such, this isn't a problem with capitalism, but a problem with mankind in general, with capitalism only serving to highlight it and bring it into sharp focus.

And I'm sure it's quite easy to see anecdotally. Think of yourself, your family, your friends. How often is it that sometimes you or they want to indulge in mindless entertainment? An activity that doesn't require much energy mentally or physically to enjoy, and doesn't necessarily result in anything productive or tangible. That's perfectly fine, no moral judgement here. But by no means is this propensity absolutely deterministic. I'm sure you can think of an individual in your life, you might even see it in yourself, that chooses to do something more productive in their leisure time. They might choose to take on extra coursework through MOOCs, independently develop a new app on the side, practice a musical instrument, or engage in physical training. That's the important element that I think this argument fails to consider: the existence of the element of conscious choice. It's those individuals that choose to be productive or self-improve in their leisure hours that this capitalistic system rightfully chooses to reward. And that's an emphatic rightful because by becoming more intelligent, by becoming more physically fit, by becoming artistically masterful, by creating goods/services to meet a need, you are working in concordance to your best interest. Not only are you personally in a better position to live a richer life, but you may also be in a better position to enrich the life of and serve others. What could be more noble than the person that is willing AND capable of lifting others up with him?

This is where I think the Neo-Marxists fall completely apart in their argument. To me, the critiques levied against capitalistic society is a cover-up for the painfully mediocre, average, and passive characteristics of the everyday man. Not everyone can be as brilliant as Tesla, shrewd as Carnegie, or visionary as Musk. That's what makes these people special: they're rare. They're outliers. They do what most people wouldn't or couldn't do. No, not everyone needs to operate at that high of a level to succeed, but one does need to put in more effort if they wish to rise upon the norm. It's also exactly on this point where the Neo-Marxists seemingly contradict themselves. Remember how I mentioned that Neo-Marxism is essentially Marxist theory, with a humanistic spin on it? Marxism with soul, I think I said. Part of that soul was derived from the incorporation of psychoanalytic concepts; the favorite of Marcuse, Adorno, and Horkheimer's being the concept of the Freudian Eros. In short, the Eros refers to the impulse that exists in every man to create. Not only to procreate (c'mon, it's Freud), but to be productive, to create things, to manifest his will in the world materially and tangibly.

What the Frankfurt School posits is that these empty cultural artifacts are distractions and suppressants of man exercising his Eros, wholesale. This is so patently untrue for, if this were the case, any economy based on a capitalistic framework would surely collapse. The propensity for mankind to exercise creativity is the very engine that keeps the system turning. Entrepreneurship is a form of creation, that commodifies the intellectual and artistic creations of other people. Now, I will admit that plenty of these so-called empty cultural artifacts do present themselves as a very seductive trap to your everyday man; the capitalistic system is Darwinian by nature (or should be, depending on level of governmental meddling), and the most successful entertainment and products that are bred from it appeal to as many people as possible. They're meant to tickle those dopaminergic systems that everyone has in their brain just right; that's why Twinkies are so popular. That's why League of Legends (unfortunately) is so popular. That's why the pornography industry is worth $97 billion (?!).

Ultimately, I cede to the Frankfort School that capitalism, as a side-effect, does produce products and industries that can bring out the worst in man, including feelings of loneliness and alienation. What is the solution to this? Interestingly enough, this is exactly where I wholeheartedly agree with the Frankfurt school. Even more interesting, this is the part that most leftists and critics of capitalistic society leave out. With good reason; it involves the adoption of that crushing weight of personal responsibility and it runs contrary to the identity and intersectional politics that are quite popular these days.


------- The Great Refusal -------

As famously put by Marcuse, The Great Refusal is "The protest against that which is.". A surface reading of the quote would make one, as it does for so many others, conclude that it is a mandate to rebel violently against the currently established capitalistic society and culture that is repressing/suppressing people. This is the interpretation that most so-called 'activists' take, both old 1960s and current 2010s alike. To me, it's all too comical; the Frankfurt School asserts that capitalistic society is a covertly totalitarian society, oppressing and repressing people, pitting the common person against each other in an overly-aggressive, ruthlessly competitive environment while being fueled by artificial desires brainwashed into them by marketing. That's not the comical part, however. Instead, it lies in the fact that Marcuse explicitly warns people from falling into the trap of becoming exactly as that which they are rebelling against, yet activists inspired from his work ignore those warnings.

An example of this is the #BlackLivesMatter movement or the more extreme elements of the campaign for LGBTQ rights. How often are people silenced by these groups from voicing opinions contrary to their ideology? How often are people told that their thoughts are invalid simply on the basis that they do not hold membership to the appropriate racial or sexuality group? It's an absolute shield against any criticism, making open discussion a non-starter like that. On the violence front, we have organizations such as Antifa who, much like the fascism they purport to fight against, often times turn violent against people not in-line with their ideology. A common trend in these three examples is sociopolitical ideology supplanting capitalistic marketing in instilling people with false desires, telling them what to want and telling them what to do in order to achieve those wants. It is because of this exact behavior, Marcuse asserts that perhaps socialism isn't for man as he is now, but man as he will be; a direct nod to Nietzsche's ubermensch.

Pessimistic as the sentiment might seem, all hope for people living now--all too human as they are--is not entirely lost. Marcuse (this is where he gains my endorsement) recommends that people introspect and analyze their own nature, drives, instincts, and senses. The aim of which is to form an individualistic sense of identity, identify their own biases and inclinations, and to generally better themselves as people. Furthermore, he advocates for people to spend time with family, foster real human connection with others, and spend more time engaging in creative endeavor rather than endlessly consuming things. I must admit, it's sparse advice, and Marcuse never really elaborated on actionable steps to take to fulfill the Great Refusal. But I think the advice generates quite a tall order as is; if people took an inward lens to themselves in earnest, they'd quickly find the numerous ways in which they are preventing their own happiness and their own sense of fulfillment. The tricky part isn't finding them at all; I could tell you a million things wrong with me, I can point out a thousand faults in you. The tricky part is in taking these personal shortcomings upon your own shoulders and working hard to correct them, resisting the temptation to externalize them onto the sociocultural landscape. That's personal responsibility, and sometimes it can be a real bitch to come to terms with. Then, and only then, can someone maybe take steps to change the world for the better.


------- Conclusion -------

I have to admit, I do love discussing this topic and sharing with people the origins and genealogy of popular, contemporary ideas. While reading about the Frankfurt School, I realized that the novel/film Fight Club was essentially a love letter to their teachings. It's one of my favorite movies, and now I know exactly why, the attractive Edward Norton and Brad Pitt notwithstanding. Honestly, I could go on and on about this particular subject; as much as I have a distaste for Marxist theory, I find it to be very interesting and thought-provoking. The most exciting part of all this is seeing how post-structuralism found it's roots in Kant's skeptical epistemology combined with Rousseauian/Marxist social theory. It's an extremely strange mixture to be honest, but it accounts for a lot of the odd anti-realist, anti-rationality, relativistic claims that post-structuralist intellectuals and activists make. Some of it leaks into the common, public domain in the form of outright idiocy, such as this:

https://twitter.com/IndyaMoore/status/1096816028200460290

While on the subject of Twitter, there was also an element of Heideggerian anti-technological sentiment to Marcuse's writing, some of which I largely agree with. However, it wasn't really salient to the topic. The short of it is that Heidegger thinks that technology has gone runaway in a sense as mankind uses it not to 'reveal' nature (as it originally is intended to be used) but to 'control' it. Marcuse goes on to say that in his attempt to control nature, mankind has successfully used it to control other men, who are part of that very nature. It's a very compelling thought that I think warrants further development. Perhaps some other time, in another post.

As I mentioned in the beginning, this investigation was spurred on by conversation I've had with friends and peers. It was my intention to illustrate that a fair amount of the arguments that pot-smoking hippies, welfare queens, SJW Tumblrinas, Bernie bros, and soyboy cucks have against capitalistic/Western culture do have some credible, substantive, intellectual teeth to them; they're just often times represented glibly, unfortunately. As I've said, I wanted to better understand these arguments for myself, so I went to the source. Can't say I'm entirely convinced, but I've certainly been given more than enough food for thought, and hopefully you, dear reader, can help me clear our plate.

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I don't do this kind of thing. Although I think that such notions are cloying more often than not,
You reassure me that it's okay to indulge every once in a while.
Today was one of those days where your influence made itself spontaneously known,
And I couldn't help but feel sheer gratitude, to have you in my life.

Remember how we talked during our last encounter?
In my dissection of you, I was projecting I realized. To some degree, I like you because you're not me.
There's a certain sense of narcissism that can be derived from the idea, defining you in terms contrary to the reflexive.
But it isn't a narcissism that is unique to me, since a similar correspondence can be attributed towards any relationship.

Right...we're getting off point and I'm killing the mood by overthinking things.
I'll take this as a cue to stop here, and instead let one of our songs communicate the feeling more clearly.
Sometimes, it's okay to be silly. To revel in girlish fantasy here and there. You taught me that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUehaUSdaHc

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"I here therefore found it necessary to deny knowledge in order to make room for faith."
Oh Kant, Kant, Kant, Kant, Kant. Kant. You're such a problem.

I blame the cold, rainy weather, for rendering the atmosphere so contemplative that it inspires introspection and reading.
To state the fundamental question in mind so plainly, is reason capable of knowing reality?
I have such a deep appreciation for and admire these Enlightenment thinkers, who challenged their own beliefs.
Too often are they touted as absolute champions of reason and empiricism, when they were actually their harshest critics.

At any rate, I'm providing a short write-up of Kant's essential argument from his work, Critique of Pure Reason.
To further my own understanding, and perhaps inspire introspection into your own beliefs regarding the matter, dear reader.


------- Background -------

During Kant's time the branch of philosophy concerned with the theory of knowledge (see: epistemology) experienced a hard schism between the rationalists and the empiricists. In the rationalist camp, it is believed that knowledge and concepts can be arrived at either through deduction and/or intuition alone. An example of this is intuiting that the number three is a prime number greater than two. From this you can deduce the knowledge that there is a prime number greater than two. Notice that the process of intuiting and deduction are both examples of coming to knowledge a priori, or in a manner independent of experience. You don't have to experience through the senses that the number three is a prime number greater than two, or that there exists a prime number greater than two; you can simply think it. There's a bit more to this rationalist camp, particularly when it comes to the subject of innate knowledge, but being familiar with this first, central thesis is good enough.

Contrast to the rationalists are the empiricists, who believe that knowledge and concepts can only be arrived at a posteriori, or through experience. It is their belief that observation through the senses are the only mechanism by which humans can come to know true knowledge. A very intuitive position to have, I must admit, but that may just be the scientist in me speaking. But to any of you that are agonizing over which camp is superior, rest assured that it has been decided that both have their merits and their practical, assigned domains of competency. Rational-minded people will find their home in the field of mathematics, whereas those of a more empirical persuasion will find the physical sciences as their refuge.

Fundamentally, the rationalists and empiricists disagreed on how knowledge and concepts can be arrived at. However, for all of their differences, both broadly agreed that reason--the human faculty each individual possesses--is capable of knowing reality objectively, autonomously, and in a manner concordant with universal principles. Of all these traits though, Kant took issue with the objective nature of reason; he maintained that noumenal (a little bit of Kantian terminology here. A phenomenon is something in reality you experience through your senses. A noumenon is something in reality that exists independently of human observation and perception), objective reality is closed off to human reason. Reason, by its very nature cannot be objective.


------- Sense-Perception Analysis -------

To arrive at this conclusion, Kant borrowed from the examination of sense-perception and how reason related to it. From these investigations were two main points. One, reason does not directly interface with the objective world. Reason operates on internal representations that are generated through sense perception; it does not operate on objects out there in the external world. If we see this as a causal process, it appears as if reason is aware of some end, internal state, and not of the external object that generated this causal process. Two, there is far too much variability both between people (The dress phenomenon that swept the Internet of 2015 is a good example) and within people (the human hearing range is typically between 20 Hz - 20 kHz. Past age 25, the perceptibility of sounds above 15 kHz is greatly reduced) when it comes to sense perception that reason only has a subjective effect to work with, not anything close to resembling objective reality.

Okay, so this analysis of sense-perception has been understood by empiricists as highlighting the need to take our observations with a grain of salt and tentatively accept conclusions derived from sense data, ceding that no absolute conclusions can be drawn. Meanwhile, rationalists concluded that sense-perception is useless when it comes to finding significant truths and thus we should turn elsewhere.


------- Concept Analysis -------

That elsewhere lies within concepts (abstract ideas). To the empiricist, concepts are just as bad as empirical observations because the material required to form concepts are derived from the very same empirical observations. Worse still, because they're a grouping of empirical observations, they're reflective of individual choices and not necessarily that of universal truths; thus no propositions generated from them have no necessity or universality ascribed to them. However, to the rationalist, the material required to form concepts isn't to be found through empirical observations, but since we do have necessary and universal knowledge, the source must be found somewhere else. Unfortunately the implication here is that, if the material required to form concepts is not found though the senses and experience, what possible application could they have in the sense-experience realm? There'd be little utility in that manner.

Taking these two analysis into consideration, the following realization becomes apparent: either we accept that concepts can tell us something that is universal and necessarily true but none of it is relevant to the realm of sense experience (i.e. natural human life), or we accept that we have concepts that say something about the realm of sense experience, but it isn't universally and necessarily true.

Seeing as how reason utilizes concepts to make theories and propositions, it calls into question the validity of the assertion that science can generate universal and necessary truth. If we accept the premise that reasoning utilizes concepts that are irrelevant to the sense-experience realm, how could that assertion stand? If we accept the premise that reasoning utilizing concepts that are created from contingent groupings of sense-experience, again, how could that assertion stand?


------- Kant's Argument -------

In making his argument, Kant first identified a premise that was shared between the empiricists and rationalists alike and forms the basis for realism: the assumption that knowledge must be objective. Whether or not there are consciousnesses to experience reality, reality exists independently of it. The purpose of consciousness is to become aware of reality. In Kantian terms, both camps assumed that the subject is to conform to object, not the other way around. This is exactly where the point of contention lies with Kant, and argues that both groups have it wrong.

First, Kant offers a dilemma, stating that there are only two ways in which what we experience (Kantian term: synthetic representations) and objects can interface with each other. Either the object alone makes the representation possible, or the representation alone makes the object possible.

If we are to accept the first alternative, that the object alone makes the representation possible, then that implies that the subject has no identity (for it is interchangeable with any other subject; they should experience the same thing). This is heavily suggestive of the proposed metaphysics (theory of the nature of reality) of naive realism (so-called 'common sense' realism), which posits that our senses detect objects as they really, truly are. Needless to say, this isn't necessarily true, as anyone who has been drunk enough can attest that maybe that boy or girl from last night wasn't as cute as they appeared. The point here being, the subject HAS an identity, and that identity shapes the way we perceive objects. Consciousness is not a blank tablet on which reality writes itself on; it's loaded with presuppositions and has a hand in creating it's own synthetic representations. Since the subject is heavily implicated in creating these representations on which reason works off of to come to knowledge, it cannot be said that objects alone are sufficient to arrive at knowledge.

Thus Kant proposes the second alternative, namely that representations alone make the object possible, to be true. With objectivity abandoned for subjectivity, only then can we make sense of empirical knowledge.

Kant also sought to square away the problem of necessary and universal concepts. As we established before, concepts from a empirical standpoint suffer the same pitfalls as sense-perception and therefore are far removed from anything resembling necessary and universal truth. Similarly, if approached from a rationalist point of view, if the knowledge is necessary and universal, it's irrelevant to the sense-perception realm. In order to resolve this problem, Kant once again discarded the assumption that knowledge is objective and worked off of the premise that representations alone make the object possible. By doing so, we implicate that that our role as subjects is involved in creating our experiences, and that our identity will generate necessary and universal features from our experiences.


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Right, so what is the conclusion of all of this? By acknowledging that sense-perception is subjective, and therefore empirical knowledge is subjective, we can identify necessary and universal knowledge in the phenomenal world. Simultaneously, we can also generate necessary and universal concepts about the phenomenal world. The key phrase here is phenomenal world, with nothing to be said about noumenal reality. The implications of this are that science, based off of reason, which in turn relies on sense-perception and concepts to generate theories and propositions, is limited only to the phenomenal world and cannot comment on anything regarding objective, noumenal reality. As it would turn out, the primary motivation of Kant's arguments were to impose limits and boundaries on reason, to defend morality and religion from the onslaught taking prevalence at the time. And it really is a valid argument, however not necessarily sound as it's unclear if the premises are true. Well...something to contemplate over the next few days.

In all honesty the entire affair leaves me anxious. Leave it to thinkers such as Kant and Hume to tear a girl's heart into two.

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20190201



This is war...survival's your responsibility.

20190122



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730 days. Doesn't seem like it's been that long.
No doubt it's the subjective component of time at work, or the trickery that comes with recollection.
Nevertheless, considering all the allies and enemies I've made over the past year alone it's been a vigorous year, hasn't it?
Here's hoping that the next proves to be even more productive.

Remember this, future self. You came into this year with a cautious optimism.
We'll see if you still feel the same in another 365.

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20190115



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Shoujo 02:
Quietly tip-toes through the entryway, keeping her head tilted downwards and her gaze fixated intently on the entity seated at her desk in the center of the blinding white, sterile and desolate chamber.

Taishou B:
Hearing the soft hiss of the pneumatic door seal after the dainty, barely audible yet familiar footsteps of this visitor, she calls over her shoulder without diverting attention from her work.

You're back again so soon. What is it this time?

Shoujo 02:
Pauses in her tracks, taken aback by the sudden commanding voice cutting through the silence, along with the curtness of the salutation. Her voice trembles slightly as she responds in a soft, whispered, and uncertain tone.

I-I apologize, for taking up so much of your time recently. But there was something of importance I'd like to discuss and I was hoping you could help me clarify it? Truth be told...it's something that isn't typical for the both of us...or rather at least not for you. E-even so, we tend to operate better if we tackle issues together rather than separately. So I'd like your consultation...

Taishou B:
Firmly places her pen down on her desktop with a hard, audible clack, shifting focus away from the sprawling lines of text before her to the dark abyss outside of the solitary window in the chamber.

Shoujo 02:
Detecting slight annoyance and uncomfortable by the inordinately long pause and stillness of her associate, she reflexively grips her left arm with her right hand and takes a retreating step backwards.

You know, on second thought, we can talk about this later it doesn't have to be ri--

Taishou B:
Waves her hand over her shoulder, dismissively.

Don't be foolish. Please, have a seat.

Shoujo 02:
A-ah? Okay...Thank you...

From experience, she knew not to question the invitation. Footsteps filled with slight trepidation, she cautiously makes her way around to the front of the desk, all the while her eyes fixated on the ominous back of the white chair as it gave way to reveal the frosty gaze of incisive, icy blue eyes set in a delicate, regal face. Sleek, white hair alluringly covered a quarter of her features. Overcome with self-consciousness and embarrassment, she quickly evades eye contact and refocuses on the chair in front of the desk, taking her seat before the intense scrutiny of this austere observer.

Taishou B:
Assessing the mental state of her visitor, she takes note of the expression worn by the pale, slender, and unimposing girl. Under silky,black bangs she could make out a pair of deep grey doe eyes, with eyebrows knitted slightly in worry. Almost imperceptibly, she was biting the inside of her bottom lip: most likely a nervous tick of hers. Taking one last scan of the timid creature before her, she softly clears her throat and, with an elegant flick of her wrist, disperses the desk separating the two in a brilliant flash of golden sparks and celestial runes. There was nothing for either one to hide behind as the two sat face-to-face.

So? What is it?

Shoujo 02:
Closes her eyes momentarily to inhale deeply, sighing gently as she allows herself a small smile.

I'm afraid it's about Shounen 01 again, as well as Taishou R. You must be tired of me prattling on about them every so often, preoccupying myself with those two while we have more important matters to tend to...but as I'm sure you're aware by now, they're both very important to me.

Taishou B:
Pursing her lips ever so slightly at the mention of Shounen 01 and Taishou R, she crosses her legs and neatly folds her hands in her lap, her voice spiced with enmity. 

Yes, well, unfortunately given your very nature, we must concern ourselves with those two. It isn't ideal at the present moment, but I can recognize that it's a virtual necessity when considering your long-term happiness and viability.

Shoujo 02:
Lifts her head ever so slightly upward to momentarily lock eyes, her cheeks becoming flushed from an odd mixture of nerves and embarrassment.

And I really cannot thank you enough for humoring me. So...Shounen 01. I'm beginning to have doubts. I'm not quite sure if I can love someone that is willing to sympathize with a known, toxic element as Taishou R. To be honest, it's been interfering with my sleep patterns these recent nights...

Taishou B:
Rests her cheek against her fist, narrowing her eyes.

Then you know what to do. Cut ties.

Shoujo 02:
Visibly shaken at the suggestion, she grasps for words.

W-well, sure...but you know...i-it isn't that easy and with these feelings being the way that they are, it's...(sighing softly) it's just all so very, very complicated...T-there are so many great things about him that should be taken into consideration, you know! There's more to him than his mere associations with people!

Taishou B:
Momentarily closes her eyes, contemplating the apprehensions of her companion. After a pause, she opens them, uncrosses her legs, and leans forward in her chair, gazing intently into the eyes of the girl in front of her.

Look, you have some fairly strong feelings for Shounen 01. That fact is not lost on me; I feel it nearly as strong as you do. But reality does not care about feelings. You must remain focused on the bigger picture here; that is, long-term compatibility. Do you think someone that is sympathetic and close to Taishou R is a suitable match for you? Consider the old adage, that a person is the average of the five closest people to them; there's some truth in that. It's very likely that Shounen 01 shares some ideological tenets that are at odds with ours. They're not minor either; they're extremely likely to cause difficulty later for us all.

Shoujo 02:
Now fully biting her lower lip, she begins to protest

But I think that with enough time and patie--

Taishou B:
Sharply interjects, a small grin of malice betraying her lips.

Think what, hm? That you can overcome? That you love him so much that you can overlook any and all ideological incompatibilities? How incredibly idealistic. You might be able to feign tolerance for a short while, but then what? You've betrayed your conscience like that before, and know the consequences. How long until you become disgusted by the very person you admire so greatly? What's the half-life of love to hate? We haven't even addressed the authenticity of your feelings towards him; straighten out those pitiful feelings of yours before we can even discuss a possible future with Shounen 01.

Shoujo 02:
Tightly hugging her knees in her chair, she braced herself against the piercing, unforgiving words levied against her. She felt a faint ache grip the bridge of her nose and corners of her eyes, signaling the imminent production of tears. The words, stinging but true, had found their target. It made her feel uncomfortably hot; she could hear the blood pulse in her ears, accompanied by the desire to savagely lash out at her partner. Summoning all the composure she could muster, she replied with a slight tremble, struggling to force herself to lock eyes with her adversary.

It must be...so incredibly easy. To be you. To be uninterested. To be so thoroughly composed. There's hardly any risk to you because you simply don't care about anything beyond yourself; there's never anything in jeopardy. How does it feel to have that form of absolute security? Right now you're looking down at me with that condescending air of yours, chastising me for being idealistic. But let me remind you that you're not the one out there, risking vulnerability, witnessing these terrible events unfold right before your very eyes. (her voice breaking as tears make their landfall) I endure them first-hand whereas you receive a mere simulation of them through my report. You have the luxury of time, deliberation, and retrospection, I do not. Every plan and action of mine, however imperfect they might be, has kept us functioning until now. (her breath shudders as she shoots a poisonous glance from above her knees to the figure across from her) You dare not venture beyond the protection of this fortress and into the harsh realities of the world...and yet you have the audacity to berate and lecture me about my reactions to adverse conditions?

Taishou B:
Finding herself instinctively glaring back at the combative, ego-disrupting words, she caught herself and managed to take a deep breath, closing her eyes and slowly reopening them, wearing a calmer expression. After a brief pause, she wordlessly arises out of her chair and slowly saunters over to the girl gently weeping in frustration across from her, the clack of her heels reverberating throughout the empty chamber in slow, even tempo. Well-within striking distance, she pauses, crosses her arms, and bends at her waist to try and meet her partner's gaze, her face mere inches away.

Shoujo 02:
Detecting this imposing presence in agonizingly close proximity, she buries her face in her knees. Her heart and breathing rate skyrocketed. The inside of her lip began to bleed. Had she spoken out of turn? Was it wise to call out such a dangerous adversary, even if it was in her own defense? Cracking under the sensation of such unwavering focus, she ventured to peek from her cover and capture a glance of the doll-like features of this threatening beauty. Only, instead of the typical scowl or neutral expression, there was a softness she was unaccustomed to.

Taishou B:
Chuckling softly, she tilts up her partner's chin with her fingertips, to better capture her own reflection from within the clarity of warm, grey mirrors. She felt warm breath caress her cheek, a slight scent of cinnamon filled her nostrils. Turning her attention to slightly-parted lips, the source of these gentle pants, she delicately runs her thumb across their glassy smoothness, eliciting a small start from the girl. Preparations complete, she continues to plant a full, sensual kiss on her lips. The sense of victory she felt when resistance turned to acquiescence quickly gave way as awareness partially escaped her. The blinding whiteness of the chamber evaporated into the hazy darkness of deep affection; nothing else in the world existed but the warmth of the girl's lips, the sweetness of her saliva, and the burning sense of devotion she felt towards her at that very moment. Nothing more was wanted, than to spend an eternity away from the cruelties of the world, only the two of them. The stark impossibility of that reality tore at her heart. Sensing imminent hypoxia from her quarry, she slowly breaks the kiss. However, wanting to remain near her partner's innocent, girlish aura, she gracefully takes a knee and affectionately slips her hands around those of her swooning partner, still recovering from their forbidden act.

(whispers) You really need to stop that bad habit of yours, you know...(subtly smacks her lips at the taste of iron and cinnamon)

Shoujo 02:
Dizzy at the act that had transpired, she struggled to bring the form of the kneeling figure before her, as well as her mental facilities, back into clarity. Relaxation had set in deep into her body, as she was sunken into her seat, unable to resume proper posture. Her mind was oscillating between moments of near-lucidity and fuzzy pink noise. She felt warmth, such comforting warmth. In her stupor, her mind diverged in several directions. Had she nearly suffocated? Had she been drugged? Was she dreaming?

(groaning weakly) ...Yes...I'll work on that...

Taishou B:
(lovingly caressing her hand) Please do. I expect great things from you, ▒▒▒▒▒▒. Marvelous things. Please don't let me down by regressing to old, bad habits.

Slowly, she raises herself up off of her knee, letting her partner's hand limply slide out of hers. Taking a small step away, she admired her handiwork. The petite girl lay sprawled in her seat, notebook and pen dropped to the floor, knock-kneed, head lolled to one side. Flushed cheeks sat below half-lidded, blissful eyes. Her chest deliciously rose and fell in quick succession as she panted for breath. The spectacle tempted a faint smile to betray her lips. Quickly, she turned away and leisurely strolled to her window, holding her hands behind her back, feeling quite pleased with herself.

Shoujo 02:
With her partner now at a safe distance, her breathing pattern calms and the dreamy haze that clouded both mind and vision gradually dissipates. Taking note of her disheveled appearance, she smooths out the creases in her skirt and tucks her hair behind her ears, righting her posture. Kneeling down to retrieve her pen and notebook, she eyes the ominous silhouette at the window. What trick was played just now? It had passed just as quickly as it came. Racking her brain to recollect if her partner had ever made her feel this way before, she comes up short. The beginnings of unease starting to take hold, a cold sweat breaks her skin. She gathers her notebook and bag under her arm and begins to move towards the door. However, upon standing, she feels her breath catch in her chest. Something was not right.

Taishou B:
(still glancing out her window) Thank you for consulting with me tonight. I apologize for being short with you earlier.

Shoujo 02:
(shakily taking steps away) No, thank you...(she clutches at her chest, struggling to inhale as deeply as she can) I-ah...I really appreciate the time you make for me. I know just how busy you are and...

her voice trails off as she concentrates intently on reaching the exit, a wave of extreme apprehension now seizing her consciousness, drowning, diverting all thought to a singular mantra. Get out. Get Out. GET OUT. GETOUTGETOUTGETOUTGETOUT.

Taishou B:
Of course. You know I'd always make time for you. However I'd prefer it if you'd refrain from bringing up Shounen 01 or Taishou R again. I don't care about them....

Shoujo 02:
The request fell to background under the strain of compounding fear, now fully realized as panic. Adrenaline coursed through her veins, racking her from the inside out. The once-before brilliant whiteness of the chamber  now appeared dim, as her vision both narrowed and greyed. Fixated on the exit, she dared not look back, for looking back would mean certain death. All that mattered to her was the safety that existed beyond the chamber containing the eldritch horror that had just kissed her. A foul wave of nausea made her swallow hard. She couldn't stand being in the chamber with it for a second longer; her entire being rebelled against the very proposition. Just a few more steps, a few more steps and she'd be clear of this crushing dread. Her limbs became heavy, resisting commands to move, hijacked by a freeze reflex. Had her body already surrendered? Had she died? Impossible, she didn't feel as if she sustained any bodily harm. Then why this paralysis? Why won't you move? I need to go NOW!  Work, goddamnit! WORK! With one last strenuous, desperate surge, she screamed at her quadriceps to flex, flinging herself out into the corridor.

Taishou B:
Turns her attention to the open exit, softly sailing the words out after her partner.

I love--

Shoujo 02:
The pneumatic door seals behind her with a comforting hiss, cleaving her partner's parting sentiment in two. Gasping on her knees, she violently arches her back and vomits onto the floor's cold, glassy, white surface; the encounter proving too much for her body to endure. Overcome with exhaustion, with the acrid smell of bile burning her eyes, she collapses to her side, uniform dirtied with her own detritus. Recounting what had just transpired, she curls up and began to cry bitterly, each and every sob shaking her broken body. Somehow, in some way unknown to her, she felt less than before; she couldn't help but feel that at some point, within that chamber, she lost a part of herself. Something very important to her, never to be recovered.

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